what a class

u try to hide but u can't
it's listed and all can see
a good start but poor end
pity yourself dear

let's not make it happen again in a real graduating day
the day of the judgement
every single, little thing is judged

behave dear, behave in front of Allah
to graduate as muhsinin and mukminin

insyaAllah, to wear a green dress made from silk
the promise that cannot be broken by HIM

wander no!

not wandering away
my dear friends

kerana keluarga itu
yes

always be a place of showering my feeling
dulu, kini, selepas

not wandering away
my dear friends

kerana keluarga kita berbeza

ups and downs
personalise thingy
it's between keluarga itu

as time goes on

being showed another way
not only keluarga itu
whoever being tied with 8:63
just don't let me stray away

usrah oriented

sana sini usrah
artis pun ada usrah FITRAH !!!

pentingnya usrah utk kita kembalikan Fitrah Islam
di muka bumi

Bumi Palestin bumi cinta
perlukan kita berusrah
membaiki iman pertingkat taqwa
menyebarkan risalah Islam nan indah

mungkin cebisan cuma
dari millions of panahan peluru zionis
hiruk pikuk dlm usrah

mungkin cebisan cuma
dari millions of panahan peluru zionis
simpang siur after usrah

mungkin cebisan cuma
dari millions of panahan peluru zionis
compang camping kerana usrah

size doesn't matter
usrah or ghazwah

the seriousness of tarbiyah
what it takes to be human

to care of Palestine more than our own happiness
to cure our kerabat, masyarakat for better Islamic performance

Musa and Harun

a story to share
how significant this at that moment

in front of the check in NZ counter
baggage allowed 20 kg
berat bersih: 28.2kg

know that clarifying will take place shortly

at first tenang ja
start speaking...terkumat kamit broken grammar
Thanks to Allah for planning someone beside
yeay, it's you

the clarification
It goes much better
not really about exceeding baggage

but
the power of truth
the lesson to apply from Al-Quran
Allah is everywhere

Gaza

feeling of selfish
if writing about me

do I ever care about my "saudara"?
panng!

how my LOVE should be big, bigger, biggest
devoted to Allah

not ruining your life with all those
kekangan, kekurangan

because of GAZA
voices of Islam, actions of Islam, heart of Islam
perlu dibumikan, perlu disebarkan, perlu ditarbiyah

Be strong my dear
It's gonna be challenging

but
gonna be your very first thing
aim number one
no matter
where you are
who you with
what you have

Allahuakbar!

dear fillah

dear fillah

sometimes
no words to describe
syukur Ya Allah
bring antunna to shine my life

colours of my life
antunna coloured with me

doesn't matter
beutiful or not
I know it's Allah's plan

roughly
one year and half
being through this path with antunna
no words to describe thanks
no sign to express love
no gifts to show appreciatiation

it's hard
taaruf is never easy for me
but the power of getting to know antunna
show me the meaning of ukhuwah fillah

thousands of apologise
aseef jiddan
minta ampun
I did hurt antunna's feeling

if I could scream
to all
whoever on earth and in the sky
please
simbahkan kasih sayang kepada ukhti ______ kepada ukhti _______ kepada ukhti _______
kerana aku sendiri tidak mampu
mungkin shj kasih sayang aku x akan pernah cukup utk membalas curahan kasih mereka selama satu tahun setengah ku di sini

moga kesilapan dan kekhilafanku
diampunkan dan dilupakan ya ukhti
menyerabuti hidupmu dgn kisahku
x cukup sekadar terima kasih
menggembirakan mu mungkin aku sendiri perlu belajar semula secepat mungkin

deep deep deep
I would scream oh Allah
bring happiness to them
spread my thanks and love to them

I would be different in the eyes of them
because they are special in the way they are

how I miss
but to appreaciate the rest
I have to as well

guide me oh Allah
tawazun

get what you give

in the eyes of Allah
it's different
because HE is Ar-RAHMAH
Litte we give, more we get

dear u.h.i fillah
I know it's not easy
it even harder to me

not making you smile
if that is me,millions of apologise

fragile deep down here
maybe
kind of

no loose hope
in me
even me will shift the perspective
forgetting the past

many trials frustrated
not the end of me
it' s just being insan
sort of tired
but
not the end of me

as Kaab being ignored
after making mistake

I'll rational that as well if you ignore me

I did so not well
and one point did make mistake
when I know I am not helping but wandering away

wake up call a few days back
haunting me

one week leave!
not running
refresing, renewing and most important forgetting the past
I was drowning in my own poor memory

Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan dia yg mengubah nasibnya
ar-rad:11

things cant change but I can change
even form zero, just take your first step as you always

Ya Allah,
take all poor memories of mine
give me strength to take new step, new vision

dear u.h.i fillah

me
this time
a newborn sort of
but not to be pampered
to be educate

the shine of me
moga kuasa Allah permudahkan segalanya..
aminn.

astagfirullah astagfirullah astagfirullah