tercedera!

feel like seriously, a drama artist
the title is "Lukaku di jaLan ini"
sounds so so so drama!huh

love acting, true!
back to my past school years,
"x sah x join sketsa"

but now, slowly disappear
why?
the reality of life not a drama
but ya, it resembles the drama
so, what for play when you know life is more than play

difference?
fake drama directed by people
life reality directed by Allah

"bukan la pelakon wanita terbaik menjadi taruhan,
magfirah Allah yg didambakan"

sometimes we watch happy story
sometimes we watch sad story
sometimes comedy, hehe
and many other themes

I would refer Rasulullah as a base of my script

"tahun sedih Rasulullah was when Khadija and Abu Talib left him"
Rasulullah sedih because he lost them

so, it's fitrah sedih when something is missing

I lost as well
I guess

my Nafs
danger! danger!
almost collapse but He is a Savior

He=Allah

saves me from deviate
lemahnya rasa, lemah sangat sangat sebagai hamba!
x ada kekuatan melainkan ingatan padaNYA

"yg menjadikan hidup ini gembira dan sedih"

andai darjat keimanan dan ketaqwaan ini diuji,
maka bantulah aku menghadapinya
ya Allah
sampai aku bisa melupakannya
moga KAU izinkan ak utk terus berusaha!
menghambakan diri
memakmurkan bumi
dalam Jalan Tarbiyah dan dakwah ini

aminnn...