one month!

it's been 1 month. improvement? changes? is it happen to me? what about fluency? am i a good ENGLISH speaker right now? this even wonders me...

let's take a quick look at this:
what i wish to be when i am here is to be fit more.a'ha!
i wish i could,aminn.
one thing helps me and that is gym. huh! free membership this year. i like! went there to play squash.

mingle??
when we mingle, we improve speaking skill. a few perspectives can be taken into consideration regarding this statement. the thing is whom you mingle with and what is it for.
it is a want in order to brush up communication skill. ya, it is a WANT!! mingle to adopt their culture? me, don't think so. to know their culture it will be alright and to filter is obligatory. filter what? ambil yang jernih buang yg keruh especially from working aspect.

this is quoted from the Jews: if ANYONE dare tell me some little Palestinian dying is my fault, simply because his/her own people don’t care to make a better life as we have with our own people

i would like to invite myself and you people to beriman with this:
Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah
nasib sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka
mengubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka
sendiri
Surah Ar-Ra’d (ayat 11)

ought to change, transform but to a better slave. just don't stray away from HIM.

insyaAllah.
wallahu'alam.

fasting now! no sushi please ! for my stomach. too many sushi here.

assalamua'laikum Auckland

it's an optional to give salam but it's compulsory to reply. dedicated this salam to Auckland. you guys think did he reply? indeed he did!
whatever whoever is in the earth:
sky, ant, tree, flower, kiwi bird, leaf, mountain, volcano, fish, sea and you guys just name it! they glorified Allah SWT! believe it!
how la buddy??
the sounds of animals, volcano erupts, leaves wave to us, water flows and whatever it is, they have their own way.
i tell you guys frankly what has been stated in surah 61 verse 1. check this out okay dear.
therefore, no doubt when i mentioned Auckland did reply my salam. insyaAllah!
bila masuk rumah kan kena bagi salam. may Allah bless us. that's what i'm doing.

started my lecture and in the following week, will be starting tutorials. ready to work! still managing time. lectures okay so far. credit to my brother. jazakillah. made use of the recorder that he bought. pray hard to reach kiwis' standard English.



insyaAllah
wallahua'lam.

kia ora!

it's a Maori language. it means 'hi'.
wonder how to say..emm. just arrived or arrived a few days ago. huh!
officially arrived Kiwi land aka New Zealand on 17th of Feb, about 9pm (in Malaysia, it was at 4pm). ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR NIKMAT.

back to the airport:
trying hard not to let go my tears.huhuhu. but, unsuccessful when I hugged my mak. i do really love all, bapak, mak, abg-abg, adik, sis in law, uncle, aunt & last but not least my anak menakan aka nephews and niece.





now is summer. there is sun but it's quite cool as well as windy. i can feel the breeze. SUBHANALLAH. HE, ALLAH CREATES this. it was just nice.
people are walking, less cars on the road. wanna know why? no perspiration. so, no unwelcome smell. that's why people walk. we can't bear to walk in Malaysia because it's hot and sweating occur. not criticizing Malaysia okay. have our car ya! but ya. ultra violet is high here and not really used to sunblock. May Allah protect me n my skin.aminn. will try to find one.

reached on 17th as well as Afiqah Nordin's birthday.inspiring teman seperjuangan.

insyaAllah.
wallahua'lam.

Banna okay!

in the name of Allah, I convert my handphone to Islam.amin.

i named it BANNA.
what about your phone? quite fun!! it's like thinking & searching our future kids' name. first, gotta see what lies behind this name.
Hasan Al-Banna, he came across my mind. some may know him some may not know. so, some NETWORK to do. it's actually a WORK to be done using interNET okay. but, most people (american, europian press/media/web etc) may claim his as terorrist. our mind should not be conquered by their mentality and perception okay! therefore, use our mind wisely. he worked hard and smart! friendly (sort of)! he went to stall and sat there. he was just chatting and people were inspired. inspired to reveal the truth of life. and he made it okay! really want to know what he said. so that i can say or sms or email or phone to my beloved family and buddies !!

haaruuna aqhish dud bihiiii azrii wa ashrik hu fiiii amrii
(QS Tha Ha [20] : 30-32)


insyaAllah.
wallahualam.

is all about sorry

was a bit clumsy in making decision. indeed HE@ALLAH THE GOVERNER_AL WALI. the one who owns thing and manages them. by the way, istiqamah la baca holy-Quran! be a commited reader of AL-QURAN! to enhance thinking skills. what it has to do with SORRY? many things went wrong when deciding. was a result of poor thinking ability. afwan ya Ukhti! afwan ya Ukhti! by no means to sadden you. i was HIS slave. sometimes, i forget HIM@ALLAH. HE FORGET me too. HE leaves me alone. that's HIS RESPONSE. padan muka ana! wake up! wake up! you never know when is your time to die. sorry buddies. you expect other things i give you other things. mohon maaf para sahabat,teman,geng! was my mistake, weakness. by no means to sadden you my friend.

rabbishrahlii thsadrii wayasirliii amrii wahlul u'qdatammillisa nii yafqahuu qaulii
(QS Tha Ha [20] : 25-28)

insya ALLAH
walluahualam.

no feeling or pretend to have no feeling

whatever you say, do, i attempt to feel 'this is nothing much'. my way to overcome "terasa hati". well, AM I or am i opposite of it??
try my best to be good and leave to Allah in evaluating my intention. and, of course need suggestion and opinion from you guys in correcting and improving myself.

there are certain actions and words caused pain but am i qualified to judge people?
NO! alaisallahu biah kamil haakimiin (AT-Tin:8). bukankah Allah hakim yg paling adil? He questions us. who am I to against this?? never ever!

it may be a mirror of me, of my behaviour. so, cannot too "terasa hati". pray the best for a particular person. for instance, may Allah bless you and always in Allah's guidance. and of course, learn to improve from such an attitude.

if it is obvious? if they're really not supposed to say or they really act in an unacceptable manner??
MAY Allah bless you and always in Allah's guidance. even I'm not perfect. cannot compare too much. must always be humble, I'm not that good but can try to give suggestion in improving in order to create a better UMMAH. soft skill is very very important, cannot be too harsh. work on it OK!! this is one of the USRAH's RUKUN: TAFAHUM. should practice this. insya ALLAH.

insya Allah, there will no situation of blaming and dissatisfaction.

Insya Allah.
Wallahualam.