Friday, October 22, 2010

is all about sorry

was a bit clumsy in making decision. indeed HE@ALLAH THE GOVERNER_AL WALI. the one who owns thing and manages them. by the way, istiqamah la baca holy-Quran! be a commited reader of AL-QURAN! to enhance thinking skills. what it has to do with SORRY? many things went wrong when deciding. was a result of poor thinking ability. afwan ya Ukhti! afwan ya Ukhti! by no means to sadden you. i was HIS slave. sometimes, i forget HIM@ALLAH. HE FORGET me too. HE leaves me alone. that's HIS RESPONSE. padan muka ana! wake up! wake up! you never know when is your time to die. sorry buddies. you expect other things i give you other things. mohon maaf para sahabat,teman,geng! was my mistake, weakness. by no means to sadden you my friend.

rabbishrahlii thsadrii wayasirliii amrii wahlul u'qdatammillisa nii yafqahuu qaulii
(QS Tha Ha [20] : 25-28)

insya ALLAH
walluahualam.

Monday, August 9, 2010

no feeling or pretend to have no feeling

whatever you say, do, i attempt to feel 'this is nothing much'. my way to overcome "terasa hati". well, AM I or am i opposite of it??
try my best to be good and leave to Allah in evaluating my intention. and, of course need suggestion and opinion from you guys in correcting and improving myself.

there are certain actions and words caused pain but am i qualified to judge people?
NO! alaisallahu biah kamil haakimiin (AT-Tin:8). bukankah Allah hakim yg paling adil? He questions us. who am I to against this?? never ever!

it may be a mirror of me, of my behaviour. so, cannot too "terasa hati". pray the best for a particular person. for instance, may Allah bless you and always in Allah's guidance. and of course, learn to improve from such an attitude.

if it is obvious? if they're really not supposed to say or they really act in an unacceptable manner??
MAY Allah bless you and always in Allah's guidance. even I'm not perfect. cannot compare too much. must always be humble, I'm not that good but can try to give suggestion in improving in order to create a better UMMAH. soft skill is very very important, cannot be too harsh. work on it OK!! this is one of the USRAH's RUKUN: TAFAHUM. should practice this. insya ALLAH.

insya Allah, there will no situation of blaming and dissatisfaction.

Insya Allah.
Wallahualam.