get what you give

in the eyes of Allah
it's different
because HE is Ar-RAHMAH
Litte we give, more we get

dear u.h.i fillah
I know it's not easy
it even harder to me

not making you smile
if that is me,millions of apologise

fragile deep down here
maybe
kind of

no loose hope
in me
even me will shift the perspective
forgetting the past

many trials frustrated
not the end of me
it' s just being insan
sort of tired
but
not the end of me

as Kaab being ignored
after making mistake

I'll rational that as well if you ignore me

I did so not well
and one point did make mistake
when I know I am not helping but wandering away

wake up call a few days back
haunting me

one week leave!
not running
refresing, renewing and most important forgetting the past
I was drowning in my own poor memory

Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum melainkan dia yg mengubah nasibnya
ar-rad:11

things cant change but I can change
even form zero, just take your first step as you always

Ya Allah,
take all poor memories of mine
give me strength to take new step, new vision

dear u.h.i fillah

me
this time
a newborn sort of
but not to be pampered
to be educate

the shine of me
moga kuasa Allah permudahkan segalanya..
aminn.

astagfirullah astagfirullah astagfirullah

alhamdulillah

kdg2
kita cuma perlu rasa bersyukur

syukur dihadiahi
syukur disayangi
syukur walau dibenci
syukur walau diperbandingi
syukur disakiti
syukur diingati

seperti anak2 di sekolah yg bermasalah
dlm perhatian guru

kita sebenarnya dlm perhatian Allah
berusahalah, bermujahadahlah, positiflah
memperbaiki iman dan amal

doa

sometimes have to admit,
know but do nothing
it's like you feel the breeze but do nothing
not even say Alhamdulillah

kind of x bersyukur
nauzubillahimindzalik

we are all climbing
to reach the top of the world
to Ustaziatul Alam

the path can be slippery
might slip or fall
but,
it's us, it's you, it's ME
to push myself, to keep climbing

jalan tarbiyah
mungkin saja keidealan x kunjung tiba
tp bingkaslah memperbaiki hati, menerima keadaan
walau dulu dihujani butir peluru menglonglai jiwa
usah membatasi diri dek usaha yg x seberapa
Allah sahaja yg berkuasa membatasi manusia dan hatinya
(al-anfal:24)

kembalikan hati dlm keadaan basah imannya
keringkan titisan jahiliyah

ikan laut masin berenang2 ke laut tawar

nyawa2 ikan, pernah rasa?

bila mana laut air masin
x sesuai sbg habitat seekor ikan,
mungkin sahaja ia ikan air tawar
yg perlu kembali ke habitat sebenar
utk terus bernafas

umpama jln tarbiyah diri,
kdg diasuh bukan di tempatnya

bukan mudah renangi lautan
moga ganjaran Ilahi dlm ingatan
agar bisa berkejaran
membaiki kejahilan serta kelemahan

menyerahkan diri
itulah Islam sebenar di hati

besarkan hati
percaturan Ilahi
hikmahnya sukar diselami
namun pasti
menguji hati, menambah iman diri

dan agungkanlah tuhanmu
(Al-Mudassir:3)